Monday, November 28, 2005
haiiss yesterday very sad jus break with my stead for one day . as i tink we really dun suit for each other . somemore he also lk haven forget about his past yet . if we continue lk tat end up is jus hurting ourself and wil not last long de . so i decided to break up with him le . i was so heartbroken . but there is no other way le . i also dun wan him to change anything cos of mi . i tink it dun worth it at all . as it is already a habit and interest . it is very hard to change . tat why i dun wan him to change anything for me . so i make tis decision . but he said he dun wan to break up with me . and i tink he very sad tat he drink alot of beer and got drunk . den his frenz talk to me about it so i tell his frenz every single thing about it le . and his frenz also understand le . his frenz sae wait till tml when he is awake den tel him . when he went hm we went online to chat and he wan me to call him cos he wan to talk to me . so i did i cal him . i heard tat he was crying tis is my first time to hear him cry until lk tat . he tel me he dun wan to break with me and wanted a patch . i tel him dun wan and keep explaining to him . den he said tml wan to bring me to yishun to see smth . next day went to find him . as he shi fu sae wan to see him so nv go le lor . he stil nv give up and keep said wan to patch . haiiss . end up i stil patch with him le . hope i make de decision is not wrong ba . haiiss
snow fairy at 12:30 AM